Because you'll always want more than what you already have and you'll do just about anything to achieve that self satisfaction and be proud of yourself in return. Truth is, who else can ever be proud of you other than yourself? It starts from the inside, then when you let it out to the universe others will follow suit and be proud of you, too.
How does it feel to have graduated twice in the span of four years?
GREAT!
Others might've suggested me start working here and there and me being quiet doesn't mean I'll follow your orders. I have visions for myself and I'll try my best to reach that goal. Fulfillment. That is what you want in life. Not because there's a void in yourself but because you are constantly dissatisfied with yourself, therefore you push yourself to the limit, get frustrated, fail but then you climb back up again. That's the thing that will make you a champion and always will be til the end of time.
I like achievers and believers. I simply un-adore those who are too pessimistic about life and refuse to be even slightly positive so as to become someone they themselves might be proud of. I hate people who refuse to try hard or are scared to because they are afraid to fail again. Frankly, I have failed and still do sometimes think that I am a failure but to counteract that I prove myself wrong and push myself to the brink of giving up. If one option fails about so many times, I choose another path.
My story is that I have gone through so many failures before.
Story of my life is that I have never been a very good example to anybody. And plus I have always been a bit of a rebel so aunts and uncles avoid me and make their kids not be friends with me.
Surprise, surprise, being a rebel and a hard-headed rascal makes me more mature and in turn I brainwash myself to become somebody real. As realistic as I am now, because once upon a time I used to be somebody who pretended to be a stranger. I used to not know myself and mingle with a lot of the wrong crowd. Believe it or not they are still my friends but truth is, looking at how they turn out makes me think of myself and what am I to become when I grow up. And I became this. A degree holder, a bachelor in professional communication.
I have turned into somebody that I can be proud of and others can be proud of. I have shown a lot of people that I can do it and always will until time tells me otherwise. I like doing what I do. This is definitely for my own damn good. As for other people who used to think I'm a nobody? Well, you all can bend down and kiss your asses sorry :) but thank you, I owe you so much for not believing in me for now I have proven a lot of you wrong.
Where are your kids now? Thank you so much for the lack of love you've shown me because I have learnt to stand on my own two feet and now I have succeeded and you, obviously, have not.