How lame am I? A few months and finally I uploaded a new picture on my photoblog. Of myself. HAHA! Could I BE anymore uninspired? Man, how I'd love to just be flicking through magazines and webpages like a boss again. Being laptop-less isn't putting this at ease either. I am using my brother's laptop while he's out there working or out with the fiancee. I wish my laptop didn't just die on me. First, the battery stops working; then it keeps on crashing on me while I try opening My Documents; then the mouse stopped functioning properly and finally, the adapter just DIED. Like, kaput, just like that.

Permission to update feeling on the above, please: -_- times that with infinity, beyond and MORE!

Am I better off with an iMac now then? But I was planning to get that once we've moved in to our new house and IF I'm getting that I don't think it's even worth it now to even get a Macbook. Or is it?

If I have all the money in the world I would DEFINITELY just close one eye, get a macbook, then get an iMac once we move to our new place but NO I don't have all the money in the world. I don't even have more than $100 in the bank now. Yes, I spent most of my bond money during the first month and a half of arriving back in Brunei. If only those places I applied to know how desperate I am to be employed right now.

No, no. Better not jinx that first because I firmly believe I told myself and everyone else I'm gonna take it easy this time. But of course I can't sit still. It would be so unlike me if I was to be horizontal and lying down doing nothing. Of course people would think I have been doing nothing because I don't earn any sort of income but people, I am doing something! You just don't know because I haven't been keeping you updated!

So point of this post is that with whatever questions are being asked of me on the status of my employment, my answer is this; No. I am not yet working and I am not even thinking about working yet. I don't really have a specific place where I'd like to be working right now. Because this is me and I like to say to the Universe come what may and I shall cherish everything that lands on my lap. Come on, you know me. I don't have a care in the world and seriously these sort of questions may come with some bit of attitude from me if you keep pestering.

Because I have something else I'm venturing into. Thank you very much! But that is for another time.

And everything else is going perfectly right now. Couldn't ask for more =)