OK, so a few months back a friend inboxed me on Facebook and asked why I've been keeping this blog redundant. I have my reasons, I said, at that time but only to receive another message that said I shouldn't let my stalkers/haters get in the way of me. As a principle, NO, I never ever let that get in the way of me. The only reason why I've stopped blogging here religiously is that some of my readers don't actually get where I'm going. To them, I'm cocky. To them, I'm too proud. To them, I'm too ambitious. This "them" might even be just one person, so when there's only one bad fruit, why bother coz there are many other fruits to pick and made into a yummy apple struddle. Right? But I guess this one person always gets affected by what I have to say and in turn it becomes a very negative thing in this person's life. I don't like to raise any kind of anger in any kind of person so to whom it may concern, I'm sorry, if what you see my life has unfolded into something that bothers you and make you hate me even more. I'm sincerely sorry.
My secret is this: Believe. For when you don't that's when you start making excuses to not pursue something, then you feel unaccomplished and then you come back here, read what I have to share, and hate me even more. I don't want you to hate me more than you already have because it does not reflect on me, it reflects on yourself. Please, accept this apology and please, believe in yourself. Things will fall in place for you sooner or later.
Remember this: Allah will not test a person if He doesn't already know your strengths and weaknesses. The harder you feel your tests in life are, it only means Allah knows you're stronger than anyone else who has achieved more than you have. So believe in yourself. Believe in Allah's Qada' and Qadar, pray to Him for only He can show you light, try harder and never give up. You've probably been following me for years now and I know it bothers you that I'm always so mind-numbingly positive, which to you is unrealistic, but look at where I'm at now. So please, don't give up and try and try and try again.
Do it with Bismillah.